Despicable Me (haha like the movie)

February and March haven't been going too well. I feel like I am the biggest scatterbrain lately. I don't know what is wrong with me. As stupid as this sounds I was so on top of my game when the semester hit off, but constantly being put down by that one annoying teacher, being called clueless and an airhead makes me want to give up on everything I work for. Crew started and I have never been this tired in my life. You would think after four years of rowing I would get used to this, but I'm physically and now mentally drained. I want spring break to come already so I can regain all my strength. I would take a mental health day, but the past days I've missed of classes are either because of the freaky weather or not having a car from the accident. It has been over a month and I still am using my Mom's minivan to drive to school. I'm hoping that this week flies by because my brain is slowly shutting down. I just want to sleep, row, eat and do nothing for a week so that I can be put together for when school starts in April. At least the semester is well over halfway done. I honestly think that senioritis came a year late because my brain is mush right now. I have so much work to do and midterms to study for that are coming up. I keep forgetting about this blog because I always post on Saturday or Sunday when I am at my computer. Fridays are busy because I coach a high school rowing team alongside my coach for Hofstra and Sagamore, the team I was on in high school. I'm hoping I can get all my work done today so I can worry less about how my grades will turn out this semester.